rmads

Lost. I am lost at the thought of losing him. Am I destined to be miserable for life? Is this some sort of punishment? Am I to lose the love of my life, the person I belong to? I fear a life without him, for without him I am nothing. He gives me strength to deal with things I couldn't handle before, courage to do the things I couldn't do and he inspires me to be the best I can be. He is my rock, my comfort. The thought of losing him is too much to bare. I cannot fathom the thought. I am lost, my heart is sinking. I am falling, deeper and deeper.